Living in the I Don’t Know

Nearly 14 years ago, I decided to let go of everything I ever believed - good, bad, right, wrong, tradition, religion…

And to go to the I don’t know.

I felt like I got flung off into outer space, and I didn’t know anyone who was living like that except Cory, who was across the country and unavailable to me in the ways I needed.

Since then, I’ve come to learn that as Cory said, “Uncertainty is essential and my path to freedom.”

If I already knew the future, there would be no need for me to be present because I would just follow the plan and go about my business as usual.

Living in the I don’t know requires me to be present to ascertain the next right step.

When I AM present, I AM operating from my divine limitless nature as Presence itself.

But the mind always wants to know and is constantly asking the question why because it wants to figure things out.

And yet — the mind can never make the body feel safe.

The body will only feel safe as it appreciates and accepts everything in this moment.

So I’ve learned to be present and to trust and that’s how I AM setting myself free moment by moment.